Same sex fantasies are a pleasure, a guilty one at that. A man called up the other night with the fantasy of being used by four men. He had this whole elaborate scenario that he was going away to hockey camp now that it’s wintertime again and how this same group of four men used him last year, well he hoped they’d all be there again and use him this year as well.
He’d get fucked by all of them, have to suck off all of them, have to do all kinds of degrading things, get covered in their cum. Be totally used in every way possible. He made this all sound very real with all the details he gave, then at the end said it was all just a fantasy, that he was a married man and had only ever been with a man many years ago. A one time thing that like many, left a long standing impression on him and he fantasized about being able to relive it, not only just with the one person but with the four. He was totally submissive to all of them, being their fucktoy and their little bitch.
So many guys have the same sex fantasy, yet are just not able to live it out, either because of lack of opportunity, or nerve, or many times the fear of getting found out and exposed and their deepest, darkest desires known about. The long ago encounter that’s been built up to mythological status in their mind that can never again be realized. So very common for men to crave the touch of another man, yet the fear of anyone finding out preventing them from moving forward.